September 28, 2016
The Oath of the Abyss
“ I (motto, titles, etc.), a member of the Body of God,
hereby bind myself on behalf of the whole Universe,
even as we are now physically bound unto the cross of suffering:
- that I will lead a pure life, as a devoted servant of the Order:
- that I will understand all things:
- that I will love all things:
- that I will perform all things and endure all things:
- that I will continue in the Knowledge and Conversation of My Holy Guardian Angel,
- that I will work without attachment:
- that I will work in truth:
- that I will rely only upon myself:
- that I will interpret every phenomenon as a particular dealing of God with my soul.
And if I fail herein, may my pyramid be profaned, and the Eye be closed upon me!”
- published in John St. John
I'd like to share a few thoughts on the subject of the Oath of the Abyss and the crossing itself. Needless to say, these are my subjective thoughts, relative and impermanent. Lets say that this is alive in me at the moment:
I was surprised to learn (from FB of all places) that there are individuals taking the above shared Oath without even attaining the K&C of the HGA.
Ehm, excuse me? Well, on my planet that is like deciding to swim accros the Pacific ocean without even knowing how to swim.
On the intellectual level, loving all things, working in truth, leading pure life etc., all these things sound rather cool, don't they. There is no way, however, that these elements of the Oath can be put into practice without certain realizations.
One can try and think (or read) oneself right to the death, to no avail. Dogs of reason can bark in any which direction, it will amount to exactly nothing.
There really is a reason why the grades are set up as they are. You really really need to not only attain but to firmly stabilize at the Chesed long before you even think of moving on.
In the A.A. scheme of things this translates to 7=4 grade.
In practical terms that means you really ARE happy individual here on this Earth, healthy, knowing and easily executing your Will, having no burning issues in everyday life, and certainly not rebelling anymore against Father and/or Mother authority (in all shapes and forms).
You easily deal with your own emotions, face your own truth without deceiving yourself.
And these are not some empty words. There is a reason one really has to deal with his personal stuff first. And after having dealt with (what is perceived as) the inner limiting tendencies and outer oppressions, the progress has to be actualized here and now, in everyday life. Success is the proof, right?
When we drink up and consume all the fancy philosophy, when the magic and mystic stuff has been all freshed out and when we empty the psychology too, we always come down to one single remaining thing: physical brain and nervous systems.
And there is noooooooooooooo way your (or mine) nervous systems and brain can handle pure transpersonal vibrations and energies of the reality above the Abyss when you (or me) still have personal issues in life and when you (or me) (try to) handle emotions and suffering (your/my own and that of other sentient beings) with intellect or even not at all.
The above shared Oath of the Abyss is a perfect description of someone who has already crossed the Abyss.
And taking the Oath prematurely amounts to insisting on celibacy while still craving sex. It is gonna be a rough ride indeed.
The real celibate or Brahmachari is not someone who denies or force himself, but someone who has attained higher taste and thats why he has no interest in anything else - not with hard work and effort but with ease.
So, following this line of thought right through, the "...I will interpret every phenomenon as a particular dealing of God with my soul" notion can not be really put into practice by merely taking the Oath, but by crossing the Abyss and breathing the freshness in the air thereof.
Thank you for your time.